Ah, the perennial summertime siren's call of pedal
boats.
They look so cheery and inviting sitting there, lined up
so colorfully at the dock, or floating placidly in the middle of the
lake powered by someone else's legs.
In any case, I found myself pedaling a boat with my
oldest son and was quickly reminded of how it feels to be going
nowhere fast with much effort. Eventually we got going and my son
took charge of the steering stick.
“This is great!” he exclaimed.
“What's great?” I asked. “Being in control of
your own boat?” That was it exactly.
A few minutes later, the exclamation was more along the
lines of, “Hey, this thing isn't steering!” Turns out you
actually need to be pedaling for the steering to work. And that both
over-steering and under-steering take you to places you don't really
want to go. And then after making slow, hard progress across the
lake, it was more like, “This is hard work.” Maybe even the
suggestion that the results weren't quite worth the effort.
But we kept on, visiting shores we couldn't on foot and
meeting up with other family members in matching pedal boats. And
then we discovered that if we put our feet up and took our hands off
the steering stick, we indeed would go nowhere fast and that was
exactly what we wanted. It was lovely to sit and float in the middle
of the lake, a slight breeze moving us languidly towards the shore.
What struck me was that each of those exclamations was
true – at the time. It is great to be in charge of one's own boat;
it is hard work; the boat won't steer if there's no pedaling;
working hard causes the boat to go in endless circles – or to a
shore one wants to explore; sometimes it is nice to not go anywhere
in particular. And it made me wonder if the same could be said of
life in general. That some things are true at a particular time, but
then aren't true at a later time. That maybe at one point in a
person's life one dearly wants to be going somewhere and then
at a different point doesn't want to go there at all, or even move.
And does changing one's mind or priorities necessarily constitute
failure? Or is it just the inevitable change that forms a
person's life? And what if a person only knows where she doesn't
want to go, but not where she does? What then? It's almost like a
pedal boat going in circles.
After 15 minutes, which seemed more like an hour, we
were ready to be done pedal boating. We got to shore, switched
boat-mates, and headed out on canoes, which is different kind of work
and satisfaction altogether.
“For I know the plans I have for you,” declares
the Lord. “Plans to
prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you
hope and a future.”
Jeremiah 29:11
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