Thursday, 27 August 2015

Before They Call

In every family, there are stories which define its character. Some of these stories get told and retold and enter the realm of legend.  This is a story my Dad told at our most recent family gathering. We children have heard this story many times over our lives, but it was new for the grandchildren. It is a story of faith in a good God, a story that, had the outcome been different, there might not have been a family to retell it to.



The day had dawned grey and cold over the rocks and lakes and pines. The low-hanging clouds forewarned of a coming storm. It was early November, 1971. Fires were already crackling in stoves all over the village of Pauinguassi as Vic and Norma began their day in their log cabin. It had only been a few short weeks since they brought their baby daughter home from the hospital but things were beginning to fall into a routine with their first child.

Pauingassi is a small fly-in First Nations community located on Fishing Lake in eastern Manitoba, 280 km northeast of Winnipeg, close to the Ontario border. Vic and Norma had moved there in 1970 shortly after their marriage to work with Native Ministries to serve the people in the community. At that time, the isolated community, reachable only by plane or boat, had a store, a church and a school but did not yet have a nursing station or telephones. The nearest nursing station was located in Little Grand Rapids, 24 km away across lakes. The only mode of communication with other communities was two-way radio.

It didn't take Norma long into the morning to realize that something was amiss. Postpartum bleeding had been tapering off, but this morning had brought about a new, heavy, terrifying surge. Something was not right. She alerted Vic to the concerning situation then headed back to bed, trying to lie as still as possible, hoping things would correct themselves shortly. It soon became apparent that the bleeding wasn't going to stop on its own. Fear began to creep in. As the morning wore on, Norma began to feel emotionless and numb towards the danger she was in.

Victor, on the other hand, was feeling strong emotions. His own mother had died from postpartum hemorrhaging shortly after his own birth only 28 years earlier. He did not want to see his wife succumb to the same fate. This drove him to action.

As soon as the seriousness of the situation was evident, Vic attempted to contact the nursing station in Little Grand Rapids on his radio. All he got was static – the dismal weather and low clouds were interfering with reception. His own small plane was at Red Lake having the summer pontoons taken off to be replaced with winter landing skis, or else he would have flown Norma out of Pauingassi himself. Early to mid November was when the weather typically shifted and the lakes began freezing over, creating difficult conditions for any plane to land, where the water was neither completely liquid for landing with pontoons nor hard and thick enough ice to land on with skis. He tried the two-way radio again, getting only static. He tried contacting Pine Falls – still only static. He tried to keep his panic at bay, but the situation was becoming dire. The day was wearing on, the bleeding was not abating, the weather was worsening, and still he could not get through to anyone for help. What more could he do?

By the middle of the afternoon, Vic came to accept that he would not be able to contact anyone by radio. Norma was lying pale and still in the bed. Vic knelt down beside the bed and began to pray aloud, pleading with God to save his wife, to send help, to bring about a miracle. Mid-sentence, he heard the faint rumble of an engine. A plane! It must be landing, or it wouldn't be here in this storm. He jumped up, not waiting to finish the prayer. Grabbing his coat on the way out, he ran half a mile to the store. Hurriedly, he gasped out the situation and his request to the pilot: please, would he please take Norma to Pine Falls, to the hospital?

The pilot, Jim Campbell, agreed, but indicated that he would be leaving immediately while he could still get out. By this time, the weather was terrible. Snow had begun to fly, the clouds were ominously dark and the sun had set, leaving little time and light to take off and fly in these adverse conditions. Vic ran back home through the howling wind, bundled up Norma and the baby and took them by boat down to the loading dock. As soon as they were buckled into the four-seater Cessna 180 plane, Vic untied the plane from the dock, pushed it off and the engine roared to life and took off into darkening sky.

To the west the storm morphed into white-out conditions over Lake Winnipeg where there were few landmarks to guide their way. Jim, a veteran bush pilot, was was clearly anxious on this ill-advised flight, pulling his toque down over his brow and then pushing it back repeatedly. Norma, however, sat beside him with her precious cargo, calm and completely at peace, full of trust that God had already answered their prayers and would bring them to safety.

By the time they reached Pine Falls, the storm had calmed enough for them to land safely. The wife of the air service director, a nurse, drove Norma, weakened from loss of blood, to the hospital where she was cared for.

Some time later when Norma and the baby were healthy and at home again, Vic ran into Jim. Vic asked him why he had flown into Pauingassi on that fateful afternoon. Jim said he didn't know. He had been leaving Little Grand Rapids to head back to Pine Falls but for some reason he had decided, despite the inclement weather, to head back to Pauingassi first. He had left Little Grand 15 minutes before Vic even uttered his prayer.

Before they call I will answer;
while they are still speaking I will hear.
Isaiah 65:24


Sunday, 9 August 2015

Faith in the Fog

Confession: I ran out of gas.

In the middle of nowhere.

At midnight.


Three events coincided on the same evening to bring about this condition: we were invited over for coffee at some friends, my daughter was at a sleepover at a different friend's, and the van was running low on gas.

When we got home from a pleasant visit late in the evening, there was a message on the phone from the supervising mom that a certain girl was having some difficulties sleeping over after all and would I please call as soon as I got in. This I only mention to explain how and why I ended up on a dark highway in the middle of the night, in the middle of nowhere, without gas.

Of course I went to get my daughter, despite its being late at night. When I got into the van, I remembered how low it was on gas. Unfortunately, the local gas station closes at 9:00 PM and it was much later than that. Our jerry cans also happened to be empty. I asked my husband if I should just take the truck. He said no, you could go pretty far on empty.

So away I went into the dark, foggy night to collect my daughter. Sometimes the fog was so thick I could hardly see right in front of me. “Would you say this weather is dodgy or sketchy?” queried my son, who had come along for the ride. I hoped I would be able to see the road to turn off the highway. I did manage to find the right road though I was doubtful it was the correct one until the very minute I turned into their driveway.

I collected my tired, disappointed daughter and headed back. About halfway home, the van began to slow of its own volition. I headed to the side of the road and coasted to a stop. “What's wrong?” asked my son.

Out of gas. You can't go forever on empty.
  
Thank goodness for cell phones.

My husband, who answered on the first ring as if he were waiting for this call, asked where we were. I couldn't really tell because of the fog. He figured he'd find us somewhere on the road.

My knight in shining armour arrived in due time. He hooked up the tow rope, and told my son to get on the cell phone so there would be constant communication between the truck and the van, between rescuer and rescuee.

I have never yet developed an enjoyment of being towed. I try to avoid it, generally speaking, not being a huge fan of the absence of control and the unpredictability. But we went, truck pulling van, my husband coaching me via my son on the cell phone. Of course, the first thing to be done was to get off the top of the hill. Getting towed downhill is not fun. Getting towed downhill in the dark and fog with a clouded windshield where the only thing to be seen is flashing hazard lights is even less than not fun. I tried very hard not to clutch the steering wheel too hard or press the brakes too furiously. I made a conscious effort to lean back instead of forward. I listened: when to brake, when especially not to brake. And I talked. I asked if I could brake now and I called when we became detached and I pleaded not to go so fast. And I tried to trust the wisdom and encouragement of my rescuer.

We made it home.

We even managed to coast to a stop on the other side of a puddle in our driveway instead of right in the middle of it. My son noted that an hour had passed since we had picked up his sister, taking about 45 minutes to travel three miles.

My relief at being home was great, greater than if I hadn't run out of gas.


Even while I was in the midst of my white-knuckled, murky drive home, I could see parallels in the rest of life. Each of us sometimes ends up stranded at a spot in life, unable to proceed on our own. Life can be murky and the way ahead unclear. But we have a Saviour in front of us, leading the way. We can't see where we're going, but He can. Sometimes we may feel like He's leading too fast, and we slam on the brakes, and other times too slowly, and we try to pass Him. But always there is a line of communication available for us to be encouraged and coached and for us to make our requests and feelings known. These are times for us to exercise trust in our Saviour's wisdom and ability to see and know what's coming, that He will prepare us for what lies ahead, and that He will get us safely to wherever it is that we're supposed to be going.

The Lord is my shepherd, I lack nothing.
He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,
he refreshes my soul.
He guides me along the right paths for his name's sake.
Psalm 23:1 - 3